In many ways, she was everything that I ever wanted in a spouse, but in other ways she was not what I ever expected. The important thing is that you are getting to know one another, not that you are always doing fancy things. Do you masturbate, ever. I also definitely don't want her raising my future children, though, and I'll be very clear about that. And you must be honest in your conversation with God about it. Twitter did not respond.
The important thing is whether or not your spouse will support you in your endevours to live your religion. He will not be permitted to bless the child in front of the ward, for instance, so you will have to choose to forego that ritual or find someone else to stand in for the father, which he may not be comfortable with. This was hugely disappointing for him and created some very tense times. But equally, does this mean you will have to sanction what you do, say and watch regarding Mormonism. Don't forget too that IF you are successful in turning the lights on and deconverting her, the family would resent you the rest of their lives.
Ragonk If you don't get it, never mind. The point of a date is to get to know someone better. The two of us are going on an overnight this weekend. It's like watching somone lose themselves in an abusive relationship. Stick around on this sub. God will help you both work this out.
You should ask yourself if you want to pursue a future partner who was raised in an environment that causes drastic sexual suppression and you may never have a healthy sex life if she is your wife. And as an outsider it will be obvious to you what's going on, but here's an awesome breakdown from a couple that flipped from "we go to church every week - we will write a Mormon blog" to resigning over the new policy banning children of gays all over the NY Times this month and something that is upsetting many staunch church members a few days ago. How else could you go through 8 years of schooling and 3 years of residency without losing your mind.